CW: Depression and Loss I was dignosed with Major Depressive Disorder a while back. It's more than j…
CW: Depression and Loss I was dignosed with Major Depressive Disorder a while back. It's more than just sadness. It fuels my anxiety. And what I feel most of the time? Is nothing at all. I want to cry over the loss of my uncle. But I just feel numb. My heart aches. It does. But I havent't felt human in a long time. When I lost my aunt and my grandpa my eyes were dry. Even though I felt a deep pain inside. I've lost to many people. I'm only 27. I miss crying. I miss joy. Anxiety took their place. I share this not for pitty. But because I need to accept my real problems. I've been in denile for to long.
